Saturday, September 11, 2010

My Days

It is unbelievable to me that summer is over and we are headed towards fall. I always find this time of the year bittersweet. I look forwards to crisper, cooler days after a hot, dry summer. I look forwards to the schedule and activities that fall brings after the more laid back days of summer. However, at the same time I mourn the loss of hot weather and relaxing days.

Amirah is an added bonus to this fall weather. I am keeping her five days a week this year, which is proving to be challenging and rewarding. The challenging moments come when I cannot possibly meet the immediate demands of two girls six months apart in age. The rewards come when Natalie bends over to give Amirah a kiss and Amirah reciprocates with a big smile! I'm looking forwards to this year, to watch both girls grow and bond, to invest myself in these small lives with enormous potential.

Some days I long to get dressed up and go to a job, any job, to leave the demands of this household behind for awhile, to find fulfillment in something else other than tending to two small children. Then I remind myself this is a calling too - it's the one I've chosen and in part I believe I've been chosen for. So, here's to my girls and our days together. May this year, your lives, and my God teach me more about love and grace as I nurture you through the challenges and you strengthen me through the rewards.



1 comment:

  1. Love this Angela! It is definitely part of your calling! How lucky Amirah and Natalie are to have you taking care of them. Hope I can join you some Fridays :) Love you sis!

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